Shrinks have been in my life for 15 years so I guess you can say we have a relationship.

My counselor cannot view the video that I play over and over again in my head, with me. There is no vacant seat for her to occupy. No audience to make an appearance. She cannot play the role of spectator witnessing the disturbing film stuck on repeat, that echoes tirelessly through the hollow cooridors of… Continue reading Shrinks have been in my life for 15 years so I guess you can say we have a relationship.

8.20

There may have been hundreds of planets, myriad societies Once thriving with life, That had been completely destroyed Annihilating every ounce of biology, And metamorphising into vapid wastelands. Everything is temporary, And yet in the face of potential world annihilation, Our ignorance and exageration of importance and superiority That make us believe we are impervious… Continue reading 8.20

June

Yesterday I was clarity, Today I am haze, Circumventing the ambiguity Of this convoluted maze. Momentarily I’ll find reprieve, Breaths lost and moments passed, Getting back to what I need Never came so fast. New eyes cleanse old thoughts And vanquish reused fears. What waits for me expectantly Makes this mind shift gears. Impatiently awaiting… Continue reading June